Its like Christmas today!

I am stunned. I don't know what to say. I don't totally know if I believe it all the way. But he says its true. Who, you ask? The doctor. Its a girl. Yesterday I was 20 weeks. Today was the "big" ultrasound, and yes, I will be having a girl this coming May. I had to keep asking the doctor "...now how sure are you?" But really the evidence is absolute. I have the pictures. But still, there's a part of me that feels like it will all turn out completely opposite. That someone's going to say "just kidding, it was a joke." Its kind of keeping me back from that giddy excitement of getting something I've been hoping for, but haven't totally dared get my heart set on it. I wonder what she will be like. She may be the only daughter I'll have. Will she be sweet and thoughtful, strong and sassy? Will she love to spend time with me, or will our personalities clash? Time will tell, and without a doubt I will love her and won't be able to imagine our life without her!